Sunday, January 15, 2012

My Story

Stuck in desolation

Surrounded by darkness with no way out

Sadness transforms into aggravation

All I want to do is shout!


Then a light shined down

Consuming the darkness, guiding me out

I opened my eyes and looked around

No longer blind, feeling paramount


He lifted me up from my grave

Reawakened the life inside of me

Washed away my sins and shame

Saved by he who is holy


My Savior, Jesus Christ


So this is my story, I was lost and alone, depressed and angry, suicidal and violent, and then I found God and he saved me. I was a pagan for 8 years, and yeah it was fun when i was younger, but as i became older i realized i was empty. There was a void deep inside of me, and no matter what i tried it could never be filled. When i became saved i was kneeling down at the alter and all of a sudden i felt completely empty, but it only lasted for a few seconds. Then all of a sudden i was filled, that void was filled. Suicide was no longer on my mind, the deep anger disappeared, my immense depression gone, and happiness entered me. Noe i do get sad and angry sometimes but NEVER like i used to.


God saved me.. I used to not believe, used to laugh at Christians, because so many Christians hurt me deeply. Now i understand that yeah, there is hypocrites but not everyone is, and we all make mistakes no one is perfect.


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